hi not emo

your history of abuse should not and cannot be ignored, the medical record of your injury,s needs to be uncovered and presented to your doctors

now, I can understand given your situation, this may prove tricky

and outside help from the right people / agencys maybe the way to go?,google things like ,child line or youth line, or victim support, or your PC Doctor , maybe a good place to start

you do not have to tell your folks , if you fear what may happen . but get the support you need, from the right agency, we at NT can only support you so much, and the folks here will help all we can