thanks Mari
my apartment feels sort of empty without Luc but my kitty cats are definitely relieved. they are spending once again a lot of time with me and asking for affection.
i am making plans to start doing more activities outside of my apartment. I pray i follow through since I have so isolated myself and that was one of the reasons I got Luc. There is meditation held half a block away at a church once a week and also exercises for seniors once or twice a week. they are run by the senior center. I am a senior and Luc really drove that home. It turned out that my neighbor was nice to me and told me how sorry she was but agreed it wasn't fair to Luc not to get much exercise but she said he needed at least two or three hours of exercise in the park everyday. She is older than i am and walks at least 12 miles a day. Last year she had an accident and had her hip broken. Can you believe that?
I haven't told Robert yet nor have i told alice. Her husband is going to be operated on for thyroid cancer again on the sixteenth so i want to wait til she is over that hurdle.
I cry here and there and don't know when it is coming. then i feel good because i know he will have a much better life with his new family and he is just so precious he deserves it.
bobby