Hi Suz66,
I hear ya! I understand exactly how you feel and want you to know there are better days ahead if you hang in there and only take it one day at a time. And do not feel bad for venting cause this is the best place to do it for sure. I am 47 years old and have IBS and have had almost identical of the things you say in your posting. I was in the best shape before this injury five years ago and took yoga for two years and was ready to sign up for kick boxing!!! And then started with exercising in bed with a PT and now I am beginning to use one cane only to walk short distances. It gets frustrating but you just have to look forward to tomorrow and think you will do something that you could not do the day before. I just told someone today that I feel like I am 95 years old almost all the time and he laughed cause he was about 70! Humor and prayer do help me alot. Hang in there and do a little bit more each day and it makes you feel like you have accomplished so much.
Take care,
kathy d