I think little Luc really lucked out and I am so thrilled about him. I just wish I weren't so sad. I am so glad that i made the decision early rather than waited. Then it would have been so much more painful. I will have a lot of joyous memories of him racing around the apartment in his exuberance(sp)
Thank you Mari for the suggestions of facing the world again. I started withdrawing about seven years ago I think so it will take time I guess for me to reenter it. It is so much easier to lie back and just read but now that doesn't work for me. I guess that is good. I miss face to face contact with people. I do have lovely phone conversations with friends but i guess that isn't enough to break the feelings of isolation.
bobby