Thanks for the replies and encouragement. I have been seeking someone to talk to about what is going on and I guess you all are a wealth of information in that we all know more about this than any doctor, I'm guessin. =) I truly appreciate all the prayers, well wishes, and encouraging words. I don't want to find treatment, just understanding and support. Thanks for this from all of you that replied. I feel a friendship with you on here and an understanding that only we can share because we have "all been there." Thanks again and know that you are all in my prayers as well. Blessings to you all, Suz =)