Ah dear Reyn... don't be ashamed... be determined... and take baby steps...

and thank you for touching base with us... I needed that, too. I was away for a few months ... different reasons from you... but still a time when I needed to take a break...

and then I came back... because I always know I will be held in comfort here...

and now, you have come back.... and you will be held in comfort dear friend

You are ducky are on similiar paths as she battles the addiction of cigarettes in her system...

you're never alone when you're here ((((Reyn))))

Addy