wow I am so sorry you have had to deal with so much in your young life.But one thing I know is your age will be a very positive thing in respect to your Motor Cortex . I have some "feelers" out for some contacts and info to share with you. I sent you a message so dont forget to check em here
Tomorrow a good pal of mine is having a descending trigeminal tractotomy Dr . Jannetta assisting it hasn't been done since the 70"S .



Please check your messages . I gotta go be on down time with the ick for a bit
but thinking of you and sending blessings to you and yours.

PEACE
BMW