Hello.. Im new here and have been needing to talk about
the problems I have with all the mental illnesses Ive been
diagnosed with which are = PTSD, mood problems, anorexia
depression, MPD, schitzo affective disorder and find all this
very difficult to explain to others how it affects me in my
day to day living.

My mum went on holiday awhile ago to america to see my bro.
Ive been going to her house sometimes to do my pets (she
keeps my budgies etc at hers). I live in scotland by myself
and see psyche nurses alot... but I feel something is missing
and my nurses isnt addressing my needs at all coz she goes
on about voices more than flashes... I dont hear much other
than my alters out my mouth... but its very visual with the PTSD,
shes not interested in the MPD/DID... and Ive been battling with
them for recognition that Im not "me" anymore Im "many" now
and it was always that way for us.

I usually see alot when Im falling asleep at night... the flash is so
fast I cant make out much.. it looks like pictures of other people
and looks abit like what we've verbalized to each other. What we
talk about to each other. Anyways thanks for reading my intro.

JJ & GG