I totally understand where you are coming from.

I've been waiting for the last 4 weeks on the results from a SLPI test which is basically an interpreter student's equivalent of an MCAT or LSAT. Problem is I pretty much KNOW what the results are-- I blew that thing. With that being the case, my college career will be over.

I know what it feels like to want to just end all of the fighting to continue the hell. For whatever reason, we as human beings are most often hard-wired to continue the fight to go on. Believe me though, in the last few days I've been right there with you equipped with my own secret fantasies.

I say all of that just to let you know that you are not alone. I don't know if that helps or not, but it's certainly the truth. It kind of stinks that these boards have kind of died lately. Maybe they will pick up.