So if I have Medicaid insurance, can I just travel to a different state, get help there, and be covered with my medicaid? I have seen bad work in NY health system. Other than that mess, I am doing fine. Still staying in bed a lot today. Today was rough, so as soon as I got home from a interview that went wrong I went to bed and slept the rest of the day away. The mental health clinic wants me to take resperdal. I looked up what it can do and it looks extremely scary so I decided not to take it.

I would rather suffer depression and rot in bed then take that medicine. I know it will hurt me. For others perhaps it does good for them. But I am too scared to try.

Lamictal do good things to my moods but it depresses me to the point I lay in bed.
I do not know who to trust in the State of NY. Sigh.....

Guess I will have to tough it out. This sucks