Hi Agry
I do understand. I'm so sorry you've been through so much. I had 7 1/2 years of hell myself. It is so hard to get on the right path to better care when you are painwrecked and out of your wits with frustration.
You will find lots of understanding people here who have the same diagnoses as you. Here is a link to the rsd/crps. I don't have that, but I do understand it to be very painful and debilitating.
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum21.html
Knowledge is empowering. The more you learn, the better you can help yourself. I know you will find lots of helpful info here.
See ya around...