Sorry for my long horrible vent the other day. My nerves are completely shot. My DH now is starting to realize that something is severely wrong with me after my visit with the neurologist yesterday.

The neuro told me he thinks I have MG because I failed some of the physical exams he did and told him some symptoms that are related to it. He said that because my MRI in November was clear- there is no relative to MS. So he is doing tests for MG. If they come back neg. I'm not sure what he will do with me. Probably tell me it is all in my head.

As far as the vertigo and nausea- he told me he is going to send me to a dizzy clinic and vertigo specialist. However, I looked up that clinic and basically they do the same thing that the specialist I saw a few weeks ago does along with the psychial therapist who treats vestibular therapy that I'm getting treatment for. It does not make any sense. Very confused. Very upset.

I'm hoping the test come back positive. If not, I'm basically in square one again and in a very hopless situation. There will be nothing for me to do.

Just severely frustrated. I tried talking to my family about this. They really could care less. It really hurts. No one gets this at all. It is hard enough that my DH just got on the bus with it. And he is actually thinking I'm going to be able to go on a golf outing tonight! LOL Yeah- right! I can barely walk up and down the stairs without falling. Hmm... Not sure how this will turn out golfing. My ribs are so bruised I can't lay on them at night move certan ways.

Thank you for listening.