we must have been crying together last night!!, lol im not sure if i am the right person to give words oif encouragement because i myself am having a terrible time dealing will all the new things of finally being dx and trying to figure things out and trying to feel better and not show that im needing help. ( guess its time to give in) but there are so many people on here that offer great advice and that have been going through this for years and shows that if god brings you too it, he will bring you through it. Keep your head up! things will get better! lean on the ones around you, they will give you the extra strength in those hard times. and we are always here.