hi.

i've had it. i am just not doing this life thing, at all. apathy anhedonia melancholy thoughts hoping to die in my sleep guilt... i could go on but i'll stop.

my pdoc is away until mid august.

i am going to start taking Zoloft. situational or not, if it can help even a bit, for right now, i want the bit.

i just took my first 25 mg. will go up by 25mg a week to 75 mg, even 100 if i don't find it activating.

that's 3-4 weeks, at which point my pdoc will be back.

wish me luck.

~ waves ~