Waves,
I can't made any sense when I write. (I'll try anyway.)
I want you to do well on your Zoloft plan. You've gone up and down on Zoloft before. You've even managed your own meds before when pdoc was not available.

Keep us updated. Perhaps by writing down what is happening you can be observant about whether or not Z is activating.

I don't remember how Zoloft works. What is generally the therapeutic dose?

M.