Thank you for all the support. Yes, they do understand (in a certain way) though I doubt anyone expected that meltdown to happen. I needed to cry. It felt really good. I hope you all have support and love from the people around you, and if you not that you know you have it here.

Thank you for listening and just letting me be who I am right now and letting me grieve the loss of certain things that weren't difficult before.

I am doing better today though my legs have been pretty stiff for almost a week now despite my meds. Not sure what is going on. The not being able to get up thing happened again this weekend (actually a few times) but Ive come to see that its okay to ask for help. Crying about it that first time really brought some healing in there somewhere.

Much love,