You know, it's okay to feel down and frustrated about your situation. Go ahead and vent all you want. You have every right to feel this way, and this is NOT baseball so crying is allowed! We have all been there!! That is what is so GREAT about this place...no one judges...we all accept and support each other no matter where we are in our journeys.

I have every belief that you will get through this....look at all you have accomplished so far in your life with all the adversity you've had to face! You are one heck of a trooper!!! I'm not so sure I would have been able to accomplish 1/3 of what you are doing at the height of my pain. You can and will get through this....keep the faith!!!

BTW - I LOVE Betsy!!! She is AWESOME just like you!!!