Thanks Mari. that was really sweet.

that's one thing about this amorphous sort of depression. impatience requires energy and a mental investment i don't have to put out i guess. as you said before i'm waiting anyway. might as well take an itty bitty pill once a day while i'm waiting and see what falls out...

well i just woke up. today i have a bit of sinus congestion which is hopefully only to do with my having suspended my steroid spray. i hope it is not a migraine coming on. i had to suspend the spray because i am suspicious of hypersensitivity causing a lot of drip and making me cough. i get that with allergies anyway, and have to take pills, i don't need to add to it with the stupid spray and have to take pills even more often - the same pills that i was trying to avoid taking all the time by using the spray. dog chasing tail.

ah. i think murder she wrote is on. Jessica Fletcher, here i come. tv is a good depressed adult-sitter.

~ waves ~