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Old 08-03-2010, 04:35 PM
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So good to have you board!!

You said you have a hard time telling people how you feel and why...I have the same problem.

I calender numerous times during the year...right now is one of those times. I have huge fears of doing almost everything. I fear leaving my bedroom...big time going out...shopping and the such. I want to cry but won't.

My family loves me so much and never complain when I get behind with everything domestic.

I feel very undeserving of their love...I know I feel so much better when I can force myself to do just anything...very hard time right now....thanks for reading my long post...

Please know in my own way I do understand....
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