Melody

Thank You for you'r reply, ive pretty much done this on my own was going to end up in a dark place from jus getting so depressed dealing with everything but i have been trying to see the positive which the only thing positive at the moment is the fact that i have 2 beautiful girls that i have to be here for, am trying to move on with my life have jus enrolled to study to be a teachers assistant but im into my second week now and its jus gettin too much to handle kids, house, study and this pain doing it alone is hard very hard. Feel like no one understands sometimes, my GP's (doc) last solution was to seek religious advice and join a support/community group but to be honest i really dont see how that will help me and my situation?
I will check out the other sites now

Thank you for ur kind words.