I have cancelled 3 times now. The office called back and said I really needed to keep this appointment with the man. I asked if I could see the PA instead, and was told no, since its my yearly check up it must be with the MD.

I am an honest girl. I think i will just sit down and tell him the truth. It will help to have my DH on my side this time.The last few times I spoke about stopping the drugs, he would always use scare tactics on my DH and explain to him how important it is to just keep shooting. How dangerous it was for me to walk away. I was risking a WC...So, each and every time the DH would end up being scared, saying "he is the MD,he must know what he is talking about." and then ask me to please keep taking the meds. This time DH has seen the changes and is pleased with my progress OFF the meds.

I just have to screw up my courage and spit it out.