Dear Blue

thank you for the prayers.

if i listen to my body i am afraid i will stop doing anything and everything... sigh. i am a wreck. and i got wrecked by doing so little so i have to do more i know it doesn't make sense. it is also harder to do more right now...

i guess it's just matter of balance... haha if i knew how to be balanced i wouldn't have a problem would i...

there's balanced, and then there's bipolar.

and my life hangs in the balance, ha.

i think the only time i'll ever be balanced is when i'm dead.

morbid thoughts. i haz them.

~ waves ~