Thank you everyone vicc and abaski and hubby I just know it will all work out for us right. I know my spelling is crazy and all nevre been my best subject when I was younger, I should have done better mabey I would have not ended up working in a factory. I think I got a lawyer who just wanted to get rid of me and my case he said it was complicated and would be hard I say I wish I knew now what I did not know then I would have done better in my case vicc but I thought the lawyer knew it all and I did what he wanted everyone never fully trust your lawyer unless you got a good one like you did vicc.
I'am in the southern part of MO. near the Arkansas border alot of hills some people call them mountains I guess they where way back when, know just hills that go rolling on and on. My case setteld a while back I guess I just was ignorant to it all and was taken advantage of so I live with the help of aid I get from state and goverment not much but I get by in a small town I see your point about not being a burden but it is the old german part that comes out growing up in the hills here we where taught to be self relient and fend for ourselves it was rough. A farm in the hills was hard work alot of rocks and clay here not much but we got by when I was young my parents always gave to us youngsters oh I'm drifting I do that alot I drift back to a much simple time alot lately I think cause my pain pills and such I get foggy brain I call it, sorry I'am a old women who just will talk your ears off if I get a chance.
I will save some for my neighbors who come by tonite to help me with fire wood I have heat but I use my pot belly stove so my bills are less I know I'm country as you can get
Thank you all, lil