Bobinjeffmo,

I think you nailed everything exactly in the head! Yes, my PM is excellent and egotistical .... and I am lucky and grateful to have him. I want to stay with him. I once begged him for some pain meds and he prescribed me 15 percocets and told me not to take them -- ha ha! This from a man year earlier who tried to give me morphine to take on a daily basis and I refused. I don't mind being in some pain ... it's that severe breakthough crippling pain I have a problem with. And, fortunately, an addiction problem is not something I've ever had an issue with. After 3 years, he should know that is not a problem for me (although I do understand your point in that it is a problem for many and I'm sure he's looking out for me).

My PCP is someone I don't have a long relationship with (moved to my new hometown little over 4 years ago). She does not really know what RSD is and thinks I am crazy for getting my Neurostimulator implants. Ahhh..... if she only knew!

So, you are also correct that I try to suffer in silence, hoping the flares will pass. Just hard to keep moving and put a smile on my face for my little ones when Mommy's legs and feet feel as if they are on fire

Thank you all for your input!!! Vanna