it is 1.45 am here now. i am doing ok at the moment. i was actually worse off last night.

tomorrow, if i am ok i will go ahead with the CT scan. but ...

if i have more of these spells as soon as i get up, like i did today, i might cancel the CT and go to the hospital. i could go to mdoc again but i kinda think that would be useless. i am a bit worried though here if you go to the hospital you never know what you are going to get. they won't necessarily run tests. i don't know. i may call my aunt who is more experienced with the stupid medical system in this stupid country than me or my parents are.

yes i am a little bit frustrated.

oh and yes i did get a little dizzy/light-headed a couple of times, during the worst ones. but no nausea at all. just really weak. had to lie down. have been having mild headaches too but that could be anything including possibly the Zoloft or sinus or tension or who knows.

~ waves ~