I seriously am not myself. I am seeing a therapist tommorow. I got bothered and followed by a black man. And then on my way home a spanish man tried to steal from my back pack when I was on the crowded train. I had to stand and hold on. I turned around to look at my backpack and found it open and the guys hand right there! Then he was pretending he was reaching for his cell phone like he did not do anything.



I will not share my thoughts. I do not want anyone to be afraid of me.
I just wish this turmoil will go away. I have been like this for hours now only to feel more angry and wanting to use physical violence towards those individuals to satisfy myself. There is more but I cannot share