thre is a light at the end of the tunnel and it starts with getting off all the meds that I am on.. "they are not doing a thing for what is wrong with you" DR T showed the video of my "walking" to the whole neurology (40+) dept and they all agreed that the drugs are not going to do anything except for the crap that they are doing to my brain and messing with my eyesight and lately the "spacing out" for a minute or two about hour and half after I take he meripex. So he is sending letters to local neuro and PC doc. so will be interesting in how long it will take to get them to respond that they have received itl.