Me slamming my fists and elbows into the thief's face and nose until his blood spills onto the ground and make sure there is some teeth missing for me to claim a victorious fatality?

Getting angry is normal but I was afraid of getting out of control so I locked myself up in my room. I do not want to hurt anyone but at the same time I wonder if it would help to hit some one who deserves to be hit? If it will make me feel less like a victim. Maybe make me look less vulnerable. But then there is a chance it will do complete opposite. It's hopeless

I am done being one. Even the cops tell me I should beat them till they bleed and the state outlawed pepper spray. I called the police to ask them about it and they said that I will be arrested if I carry it.

Ok so let us review:

In the state of New York it is ok to resort to physical violence to protect yourself.( Make them bleed it is very important to make your defense count )

It is against the law to carry pepper spray or use pepper spray to defend yourself in the state of New York.
(pepper spray is a more safer and a non violent way to defend yourself because in the end no one bleeds)


The state of New York runs backwards.

Why???

And what would happen if it did not run backwards? What would happen if it went forward?



I made a funny!



I did feel uncomfortable But now I can feel less uncomfortable by not carrying any backpacks.



I am glad I do not scare you

Thanks Waves










QUOTE=waves;682680]Dear Sharla,

i am so sorry you had these experiences.

i hope that the therapist can help ease your fears. you sound uncomfortable with yourself, definitely with these thoughts.

i suspect what you are going through... these thoughts... might be a normal, angry reaction to having been a victim of these aggressive behaviors from others.

i know that you are a good person. even if you are having violent thoughts.

(((HUGS)))

~ waves ~[/QUOTE]