Hi Coffeegirl

I am so sorry that you are going through all this. It sounds really awful, but lots of things sound familiar to me too. I hope that they find something definitive for you. The monsters you know are far less scary than the ones that you dream about.

As far as your husband goes, he is probably scared too. Face it, who wouldn't be? Will things go back to normal? I don't know, but then perceptions of normal change over time. What I do know, is that you need to keep searching for answers and I hope that you get them.

Keep us posted and take care of both of you.

Lyn