Lisa,
You are ALLOWED to have many "poor me" moments when you have RSD because that is the only way you will survive the mess. I deal with WC too and I believe they try to run you so far down that you just want to roll over and die and stop the mess BUT give yourself a time out in a quiet dark place for about a half hour and cry it out and then slowly get yourself back to the game. This works wonders for me and has kept me sane for many years. I've been in court 3 years fighting to get my treatments and I will not let them slink away from their responsibilities. The second time the other attorney showed up for court and while I was waiting in the lobby due to overcrowding he told the judge he was not prepared to question me??? I nearly flipped out when my attorney told me I said "What does he think he is here for??? drinks and lunch??" I was fuming. They just do that when they want to wait time for whatever reason. I just take my peace in thinking may they be blessed (or their loved ones) one day and then have to go through what we do to survive each day...it's called kismet I believe:.) Hang in there and take it one day at a time. Best of luck.
kathy d