Trying to work at 3 pt jobs. Two are 1099 as special investigations unit, the more recent, from attorney referral for P.I. work. That actually is the lest stressfull and more in my control.
Child advocate for endangerment situations.

The other employer, Two weeks ago I had two tractor trailer accidents in one day, escorting for chemical testing for their drivers and one was full investigation, the other the tractor burnt to the ground....I was exhausted and flared. They are urgent dispatches, unlike my PI work.

DH employer went under last year and we can not make it on the UC check paying all the medical. So I had the stronger ability to earn income. Still on SSDI using my ticket to work. DH drives me.

Grandson is getting so tall, and smart. Kindergarden in the fall.



My youngest is almost 15, October, she was only 2 when I first joined the old BT forum.

She is still home schooling cyber, 9th grade and no desire to go back to school, especially high school. Still not sleeping well, the anxiety, tonight she woke up screaming and flaying her limbs in terror.
My dil recently unfriended her and made some serious hateful comments toward her. DIL has had issues since Memorial Day.

Not sure dil can pull out of it. Have been so close for so long, and the level of innability to make a stable decision has just gone now for months replaced by anger and minipulation, lies and deciet toward all that love her.
Heartbreaking, Like doing all you can for your child and they still make poor decisions or act innapropriatly....

Other then that I am the glue and should get my butt to bed, not staying up all night,
Hugs to all. and welcome to the new folks,
di