Hi, my name is ginnie. I read the thread you wrote and feel for you. I don't know much about your mental state, but mine is confused alot too. I have reversal of the lordosis, and I found out I have so much wrong since my last surgery, that I am in shock this a.m.I had a new CAT done, and I am told I need some really scarry surgery. I already did that...post C-6-7 fussion with a plate. I have DDD and DJD both, affection 3-7. Narrowing of the cord and cord compression. I do sympathise with all these people I am finding on this site who go through alot. I am here because I am terrified. I feel like a rabbit in the headlights, to stunned to move. I am going to be in this site today alot in hopes of find out somemore information about my CT. I have not made the appt. with the surgeon. You also have some of these issues, just talk about it and maybe we can find some people here who can help. Post another and I will talk to you too. ginnie