I found where these converstions are now. Thank you for replying to me, I am so happy that I found you all. I posted this a.m. I joined just two days before, as I was waiting for my CT scan, and I was worried to the max. as posted it didn't turn out well at all. I haven't called the neuro, I'm a rabbit in the headlights and am crying, can't stop, I new it was bad but this really is.I don't want to call the physician until I know more in advance of what he might want to do. My pain specialist and Pmd ordered new CT and it is bad. I am 6yrs post cervical C-6-7 fussion and plate. I have DDD and DJD and things have gotten bad in the last 6yrs of pain and meds, and doctors, sometimes I dont want to do anyting, I'm not doing good emotionally at all very very frightened how does chat work? can anyone chat with me? or do i answer posts? need someone right now I am not good at navagation on the pc