Dear Bizi
i know i am being hard on myself. i can't seem not to.

i can't seem to feel good about it. thank you for being happy for me. i am glad my mother is happy about the floors too.
we are having a wonderful big storm. lots of wind and rain and crashing thunder and lightning. we have had them maybe 3-4 times this year already. that is unusual for here! i am glad. i love storms. i don't mind their noise either for some reason.
~ waves ~