Kathy, House is my favorite show!! I started watching it about a year ago and loved it so i started renting the shows from the beginning. I use it as a distraction when i get on the treadmill (i try to get thru a show while on the treadmill). It also reminds me of work which i miss terribly. That particular show was enlightening. When i was debating ketamine my husband was against it because of my age and risks of coma-he also was concerned that it would work and give me false hope and when the ketamine wears off he felt i would become more depressed. I didnt really understand what he meant until i saw that series of House. It was cruel to see House pain free and than watch the pain return. Thats when my husband and i decided to learn and adapt to RSD. I am on meds and who knows how i will be in time. My hope is they figure out what to mix with ketamine to get it to last. momof4