I understand your problems dealing with dissability. I went ahead and went to all the doctors they wanted me to. I didn't care. I wanted and needed the dissability so badly I would indeed jump hoops. I had no health insurance and fell apart. In the end I did get the needed help but it was a very long process. The judge I saw at the end of the senerio was fantastic. It is just all the process leading up to it which is terrible. These government agiencies do not know what they are doing sometimes. The left hand does not know what the right hand is doing. I write everything down and give them all the information they want. I keep copies of all communication too. Good luck with your journey. Ginnie