Thank you for understanding my pain in having my family split. I have not seen a picture of my grandson, nor as I said allowed to be a part of my own family. When my dissibilites got so I could not handle the house or myself for matter, I moved in my best friend, a woman. Boy did I sin with that in my family. I am eternally damned for that. I was told to my face I am not welcome in their home without supervision...I am 59 yrs old, and I find that statement quite full of S_____. It hurt you bet. I can't get over it in fact, and that is part of the reason I don't know If I want to go on sometimes. I see about my surgery today. I do have council, a good therapist, and now I have this list. I already know I need to connect to people on this list to help me through it. My grandson turns one on the 29th should I send a card even though it will be put in the garbage.?