Oh SarahMae, how frustrating, to have had this surgery to try to get better and end up with this!
I would love to make this better for you in real life, but I can't....so, how about you join me on my bicycle for 10, and you don't need to pedal.....
I am sure somehow, some one will figure this out....in the meantime, I am sure your blogging about things will help a lot of people gain perspective about their own lives.