Hi Angel,
I just wanted to say hello and send a welcome.
I can't really give you any advice about the botox, I'm sorry. I'm heard of it used in some children here in my country who have cerebral palsy and I know it's very occasionally used for a couple of other medical conditions, but that's about all I know apart from what I've read. I'm just wondering what sort of injury you actually sustained to cause you so much pain and all those muscle spasms. Has the doctor given you the psychotrophic drugs to help you deal with the pain? I didn't quite understand if that's what you meant or if you were already on those.

I truly wish you all the best for your decision and I hope in the meantime that you can find some information where it's been used for similar situations such as yours.

take care,
Lara