Tara,
As Mark said, you are the bravest of brave!!! You have experienced things that no one should have to experience; however, you have also accomplished so many things during your struggles that it is truly AMAZING!!! YOU ARE AMAZING!! I seriously don't know too many people who have gone through all that you have yet at the same time achieved so much!
I truly believe that you are well on your way to finding your answers.....you have a new pain doc, a new husband who loves you unconditionally, and this group of crazy bionic butt buzzers that will support you every step of the way. With those odds, you can't lose!!
Take care and my prayers are with you!!