I am so sorry JMS55

I can't even start to understand what you must be going though, but please know that are others here who've been through similar.

Our Survivors of Suicide Forum has a wonderful family of members who've lost love ones to suicide, or attempted suicide themselves and have come here looking for help. Do drop by and say hello.... you'll be very welcome.

Here's the link: http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum29.html

Welcome to NeuroTalk JMS55, but I'm sorry for the reason that brought you to us.