I woke up thinking of the others on this site that are hurting. Trying to still my own fears about my future. I was thinking of you and the loss you are experiencing. It sure doesn't let up over night. It makes me think of these rainy mornings, and the rain is the tears people are crying in their loss and bewilderment. It seems the worlds grief, comes down in a torrent, yet at the end of this rain, the sun will come out, and for some of us, we will be able to move forward once again in our lifes. I hope there is some light at the other end of the grief you are experiencing. I hope you read the posts and keep coming back to this site and connect again. I am another soul, that is right here thinking of you. Ginnie