I am glad you found this site. I am new too, only a week or so. I have found support for sure. My emotions are under control for the moment. I am sorry you are suffering. There are people who indeed know about suffering and will help you to cope. I have let go my housekeeping too, it gets done alot slower too. I prefer reading a book. I am trying to do those things that help me to cope with my current problems. You will find comfort and help here with alot of good people who care about you. We are all the human family, and need each other. Ginnie