Here's an update: I miss orientation this morning for school because my passenger side window will not go up and its pouring out. I've been looking forward to this day for a while because it was supposed to help me feel like school is THAT much closer but I had to miss it because I cant afford to fix my window.

I really need to go see someone about all of eveything. Mr Edwards will be available to meet w/ me after I pay for school (tonight) and I'm calling him first thing tomorrow morning. I also just received an email about a lifeguarding job at a sports club near my school so I hope that works out for me. (swimming all winter long inside? Yes please)

Mike is out of my life F O R G O O D. No more about him.

I miss the serenity of Disney world. My heart longs for the happiness that DW brings