naw, you don't sound like a toddler... you're a human being who is crying out for help and understanding. I'm glad you have such great medical help.

After I wrote my above post I read some of your history here so I now understand you've been on quite a roller coaster.

Talking about things here has helped me more than I can possibly say - I've been hanging round this forum and the internet for about 15 years... some of us have known each other for that long... ! We are here to help and to get help.... it works for me!

I hope you have a good night and wake up refreshed tomorrow... we'll be here!

Addy