Well, for now, I am canning the Neurontin.....just feeling way to goofy emotionally. A feeling of dread, for no good reason...I mean, if any mortal creature can say they don't have dread...which is really impossible...mortal creatures are just good at denial and for some reason, Neurontin strips me of my ability to deny.

So, I dunno what....stay on this minimal dose of Vic, since that does take off the edge....do a med holiday now and then to bring down my tolerance, and just live like this I guess.....use denial.

I gotta go clean my coop....my chickens are clean and I want to keep them that way.