Thank you for the replies. You all really know how to make me smile and I appreciate the support! Yesterday was my husband's birthday so I was busy spending time with him all day and tried to make up for our not so good honeymoon. I am so frustrated right now because I have spent 4 hours trying to charge and it did nothing so now my stim is on sleeping mode which is really bad because that means both legs get screwed up and the pain is even worse. Of course, I still do not have a pain doctor appt yet and of course no one sent my records or did anything. I am so sick of all this and besides that my attorney emailed me to check in on all my doctor stuff and we are going to try to appeal my case again which makes me nervous (I hate the court stuff). I am trying to keep a positive attitude about things so I won't be so much of a burden on everyone but it gets really hard. Tomorrow I have to go a class meeting on campus and I am nervous because well, I always get anxious on campus especially when I have to be in the wheel chair. And then after that I am supposed to go with my husband to one of my old friends from high school' birthday party. I am extremely nervous about that too because I have not been too social since my accident and hardly see my friends (but only a couple are still in my life still) and I am really nervous because they have not seen me like this. I know this is silly to worry about things like that but I do because at least when I had my stim implanted no one could really tell but now I am having to use my walker and chair and I guess it makes me nervous. I have to go and do homework. Have a great weekend everyone