Once again, thank you all. I just saw my therapist on Thursday and my medication pdoc last night. We've decided not to mess with my meds as of yet because I was just recently put back on that dang seroquel. I go back to him in two weeks unless the need becomes great and then will go before. He's great, very available. Even tells me to call if need be day or night.

I go see my therapist again on Tuesday. Been trying to cut back the ECT to every three weeks rather than every other week. I just hate the side effects.

I know if I gave up that it would hurt my family and friends. Although I am in suicide ideation mode this is what stops me. I have a safety contract with both my pdoc and therapist. Also, my husband is in charge of my meds right now as that is most likely how I would do it.

I was wondering if anyone knows where the sticky thread is with all the links regarding disability, etc? I saw it once and can't seem to find it again.

Debbie