Oh, Wishful, I wish I knew the answer to your problem. I know how guilty it has to make you feel. It seems we all feel guilty anymore for one reason or another, but it's children who make us feel guilty the most, because we know that they need us, that they're growing up without the attention they need, and we feel like it's our fault no matter the reason. All I can say is follow your heart, because I know you have a good one. I hope it turns out okay.

Idealist