Dear Debbie
please don't be sorry! no need! you can share as much or as little as you feel like at any given time.
i personally am glad you came here and were able to post. this way we can start to get to know you and your situation a little more.
other people can be a good safety net. but i know it is hard to be around others when one is depressed. and sometimes talking doesn't bring comfort. people tend to want to fix things, and they get frustrated when we say "but i can't," or "i don't know why." then, it hurts us more when they get frustrated and evokes more guilt... at least it does with me...
stick around Debbie, and post whatever you feel like posting, ok? i was glad to see a message from you tonight.
sending hugs


~ waves ~